Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Love in darkness






It takes a second for love to happen.

I stood alone in the crowding alley.

As loud music reverberated around I stared at a figure without a breathing break. In darkness, the crowd mingled, limbs moved in all directions uncontrollably while I stood there with my hand in my denim jeans pocket and eyes still fixed in the direction of the creation, the one created.

In the motionless stance among mechanical bodies, my mind didn’t flicker an inch. The loveless figure sat at a distance with uncomforted eyes but smile glued on the melancholy filled face; the perfect smile of a disappeared love regaining consciousness slowly.

Our path in-between still crammed by souls in tempo didn’t let us move, or was it the velocity of pain shared by us. The stagnant bodies met in silence. Devoid of the pain we parted.

It reminded me of ‘Karla’ from the book Shantaram. Her poem in the diary narrated by Gregory David Roberts says it all...

To make sure none followed where you led
I used my hair to cover our tracks.
Sun set on the island of our bed
night rose
eating echoes
and we were beached there, in tangles of flicker,
candles whispering at our driftwood backs.

Your eyes above me
Afraid of the promises I might keep
regretting the truth we did say
Less than the lie we didn’t,
I went in deep, I went in deep,
to fight the past for you.
Now we both know
sorrow are the seeds of loving.
Now we both know I will live and
I will die for this love.





In darkness, the figure disappeared among flying limbs. Anxious; I wandered around smoking hopelessly. The moonlight soft skin remained intact in my mind. The ringing shadow of a temple bell gave me solace.

I stood alone in the empty alley.

It takes a second for darkness to give way to yet another dawn.

34 comments:

Rashneek said...

Na Khuda hee mila na vissale sanam,na idhar ke rahe na udhar ke

Aalok Aima said...

kahaa.N aakay ruknay thay raastay, kahaa.N moad tha, ussay bhool ja

voh jo mill gaya ussay yaad rakhh, jo nahi milaa, ussay bhool ja

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Sinead Kachroo said...

It took me a second to fall in love once. Something in my heart pounded the walls of my chest from within. I couldnt remember breathing , I couldnt remember speech nor the nervous trembling.
I was content and afraid, afraid of the venture and the dejection.
Two days past and I had no recolection . Then he left and I cought up with time.But he was gone. I spoke my heart out and sank to an empty inbox. It was eating me inside it hurts to wonder and wait.

What hurts the most is being in love and still wondering.

Unknown said...

very very profound!
i bet everyone can relate to this...

arun santoshi said...

“A hidden connection is stronger than an obvious one.”

Dalip Langoo said...

"tann tann tannn tan...!
ye hai antar ka dhann dhann dhan...
aankh moondo joad lo mann mann man...
naad yog ka baj utha hai ghanta tann tann tan...
bahar se hai jana antar ki kandharaoon mein...
baj he uthengey anhad ke swar tann mannn dhann....tann tann tannn tan....!"

Raj Odin Kalhana Raina said...

chime...chime....the sounds of the soul....am a temple bell....chime ...chime, far in norway....near in new delhi.....high in himalaya....low..in....everywhere..am a temple bell...chime...chime...what am i ?? ?

Preeti Bakaya said...

bhai am dying to know who the figure is.....

rohan said...

maybe its true that love is blind... that's why its always in darkness n when the dawn arrives n then there is no love... only pain...

rohan said...

maybe its true that love is blind... that's why its always in darkness n when the dawn arrives n then there is no love... only pain...

bhasha said...

good

Anonymous said...

sO TRUE ....FOR ANOTHER DAWN.....

arjun kumar ganjoo said...

good one...

Bharat Sopori said...

hi
very nice blog and came to know about your blog thru naad Nov 09 (interview with sanjay suri). we all KP'S have energy to write till death. we all are connected with the roots in kashmir as you also have written in one of your blogs. wish you all the best.

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Pallavi said...

very moving post aditya
really liked it
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keep writing..
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